English, 让我又爱又恨

I cannot express my feelings with English correctly. One day I love it; one day I hate it. If I make progress in my English, I think it is the most beautiful language. But when I cannot express myself clearly, I feel frustrated. I am trying my best to improve my English little by little. I hope someday I can say, “English is a piece of cake.” When I was asked why I quit my job and began to study English, I said, “I can’t speak Chinese all my life in Canada!” I will never give up until I can speak and write English freely. My God! English is “the thing” which I love and hate in my life!